#justanotherday #travelling #6am #train #window #roadtonowhere
i have a bad habit of putting up walls around me. i’m scared of getting too attached to people. i distance myself from them. i’m afraid of letting them getting to close to me, cause then they will discover all my flaws and then maybe they won’t like me after that. i’m afraid of commitment. because if i put my all and everything into that one thing or that one person. once its gone. i’m left with nothing. so at the end of the day, i decide it’s just better to be alone, because you start off alone and you’ll end up alone.